Now Playing: "Love Song" - Sara Bareilles, on the MP3
Current Mood : Searching
Despite the Beloved Hubby platitudes that so ticked me off last night, he is right. Anger's tearing me up and not helping anything. That doesn't mean it's not justified or meaningless. I have every right to be upset at living my personal worst nightmare, especially when I had next to no say or warning about it. It just means I need better ways of dealing.
So I went on a half-hour walk. Locked the Lab and bedroom, grabbed the MP3. One of the nice things about having 8 acres to mow is having 8 acres of space to wander in - I don't have to worry about trespassing or being where I'm a problem. Wasn't even very cold, and I can always use the exercise.
Came to a few conclusions that aren't really important, and gained a few insights. I feel better equipped to deal with things, and Beloved and I really are on the same sheet of sound - we're just playing different instruments. Just hope I can keep this strength up for a while. We still haven't had ‘the talk' yet.
